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I'M DONE WITH XANGA

I¡'m also done with myspace, so if you see anyone using my pictures then they¡¯re a fake, but I am keeping facebattle

Well I guess a year on xanga is a very long time seeing as to how people are shutting their¡¯s down after the first month or even less.

I¡¯m sure nobody really cares why I¡¯m quitting cuz most of my friends aren¡¯t on xanga anymore or aren¡¯t my friends anymore, but to sum it all up it¡¯s all the changes I put in the entry below and the fact that all the people that I originally made this thing for hate me now for how I¡¯ve changed.

I¡¯m not sure if you¡¯re gunna read this brenna, but I hope you will cuz I wanna say I¡¯m really really sorry for the way I treated you and ryan the last couple of days before moving, and I think you guys have every right to be pissed off at me, but you are the only friends I have left in texas and you both mean a lot to me and I love you guys more than anything.

John is the other person that I want to apologize to, I realize that I overreacted that day, it¡¯s just that I didn¡¯t feel confident enough about myself and what I was trying to do with facebattle, and I¡¯m sorry. I will miss you a lot cuz you are so much fun to talk to and I can talk to you about anything, but I¡¯m know that you won¡¯t miss me much cuz you have all those other girls [like Stephanie] to still talk to and have fun with. I love you a whole bunch<3.

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It’s been a while since my last update, not much has happened but I guess I’ll update anyway.

My birthday was like a week ago, I guess it went well…

Other than that nothing has really happened, it’s been a year since I joined xanga tho! This is my first and only xanga I’ve ever made, and it’s already a year old, I think I hold the record for longest kept xanga username, I don’t like it, but I don’t wanna get another one cuz like 200 something people subscribed to me on this one.

Xanga has changed A LOT from when I first started. Here’s some of the most obvious things:

1. there’s more fakes on xanga nowadays, than

there are users, and all that started when the “emo kids are hot sex” thing started cuz people feel like if they’re not the perfect emo stereotype they won’t get any comments. In some ways that is true, but I still don’t think it’s a reason to use someone else’s pictures…

2. with the increase of fakers, there has also been

a great increase on accidental and suicidal deaths. Come on people, Is that the best you can do? I mean after all the creativity you probably had to use to be someone you’re not, you don’t have the common sense to just tell everybody that you’re not the real person? I think we’re at a point where if someone did commit suicide, we wouldn’t give a shit cuz of all the many “suicides” that have happened before.

3. so many people on here are shallow, seriously

guys, [as said by drew] this isn’t buddypic.com, this is an online journal site, and if you’re commenting someone comment on their entries too, not only how ugly or hot they are.  

4. number four is actually a good change, there’s

way more layout and music providers, last year we’d have to either be so good at html that we could create our own, or we had the choice of only 2 other layout providers and they weren’t nearly as animated as the ones we have today. And the music, well the music is probably the bigger change, cuz there was barely any good music providers, and now you can usually find the song you want in 15 minutes right here on xanga.

All in all, so many old users are leaving xanga cuz it’s turned into a popularity and looks contest instead of a journal, but hey, I guess people will always judge your looks before they judge you…

Ok, so maybe this entry deserves a spot on the top 10 most waste of space xanga entries, but it was my anniversary and my birthday, so I think I deserve the waste space.

I’ll update later on something more interesting if I can think of anything.

the song on my xanga is just for this very wonderful boy cuz he was trying to find it for his own, but since he's quitting i'm gunna put it on my xanga just for him!

stfu, i don't care if your too metalxcore to listen to barbie girl by aqua! <3 

I miss you drew, you were the best xanga hubby I’ve ever had *insert kiss here*

I dunno, just an old picture…in cartoon form

god i was so much prettier back than than i am now...

<3 lizzy

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Hey guyz! Thought I should update cuz the last time I updated was like last Thursday or something and I was starting to lose track of the comments I had to reply to. WOW, I definitely have to say a big thank you to all of you guys that commented on my last entry and right after I’m done updating this thing I promise I’ll get back to all the rest of you I still haven’t commented back: promise!

The concert was AMAZING! I had honestly never seen a concert like this one before in texas! It was so completely different and so much better, not music wise cuz theres some totally kickass bands in texas too (a scarlet affair<3), but the whole going to concert experience here is amazing in every meaning of the word. The other good thing about the concert was that it got my mind off of ryan and what happened to us for a while. In a strange way that I can’t really explain it made me realize that as much as I thought I loved ryan, that love is slowly shrinking when I see that he doesn’t love me back, but I still miss him like no other (Note to self: I miss you Terribly, this is what we call a Tragedy<3).

I talked to Lucy two days ago and she said that plano schools  are going on summer break in a week and we still have a whole month of school ahead of us, made me very jealous cuz technically now I have to go to school longer than everybody else cuz I started school a month earlier in plano than they do here, but I still have to go to school for the same amount of time as the kids here that were on summer break for a month while I was slaving away in school! Lol, jk, school isn’t all that bad on a regular basis and it’s actually fun once in a while *gasp*!

So right now I’m choosing my xanga husband, xanga wifey, best xanga buddy (lol, a requested position), and xanga lover positions. If you want to be considered for any of those positions just say so in your comment and I’ll consider you along with the other people I already have. Final results I’ll post on probably Monday or whenever I make my choice. So that’s all for now, I love you guyz, you’re all amazing.

<3 Elizabeth Michelle Madden

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*Alex Schafer is my favorite person in the whole wide world<33

so i found out why ryan broke up with me and i'm even more disappointed now than i was before i found out. turns out that nick told him i was cheating on ryan with chelsea<wtf, why would i cheat on him with a girl if i know AND he knows that i'm not lez or bi? i think i'm seriously gunna turn bi now cuz girlz are so much less complicated than guys...on lighter note, me and brenna are going to a concert on wednesday and some kickass bands are gonna be playing there. should be fun but i need a boy to go with me cuz i dont like going alone and having 30 year olds hit on me<gross>.

<James is the boy your parents warned you about> if looks could kill, James would be the most beautiful murderer i know<3

<3 lizzy

ps: if you make me a sign i'll make one for you too

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ryan broke up with me today. he didnt tell me why. he just called and said we're done and told me not to ask any questions. mel told me he thinks i cheated on him or something. it makes me sad that he'd really think i'd do something like that to him. i havent seen him all day. i just got back and i'm soaking wet cuz i went outside to walk around and think about all this and it was raining hard. i hate being lonely, i want ryan back so badly. i'll edit later when i'm in a better mood.

<3 thank you ryan, i love you more than you know. you're the bestest friend anyone could ever ask for. Note to Self: I miss you Terribly, this is what we call a Tragedy<33

i love you guys <3 lizzy